Back to work.

Mood - Sianzation

I was almost late for work today cause I went to settle my hp bills and draw some cash out for own use. =Z I ta bao vegetarian mee hoon to eat.. It was quite nice. =) After breakfast in office, me, estee and bee started to polish our boots for afternoon parade.

This was the first time I stepped into a new base. The place was big, but the buildings were rather old. The people there seems to be scattered out and I felt that hey, its rather difficult to communication/meet other people and hey, its quite self-centered. It seems to have no bonding. Does it sounds bored? Kind of.

Parade ends at about 430pm and weather turns bad - CAT 1. We girls took the first bus back to school and hence, we were able to leave early. We left school at about 615pm (counted as early ok) and when my bus came, only then the second bus arrived - rather late. It was a tiring day.

Today was supposed to meet my darling, but he had to work OT - as usual him. We always planned to meet up but ended up we cant and ended up I am always alone. How sad can this be and how long will this be. =( It's true that hey, now only he is working on shift. How about next time I am on shift. I cant imagine.

Life is full of unexpected things. One will not expect that to happen but it somehow or rather will happen sooner or later. Why our life must be going through such things - made me wonders. Life cant be chosen by us, we always want to be happy, to be what we are but always, we were cheated by someone up there. Can life be freedom for individual to decide - wonders.

Our life depends on our fate - to be together, to be separated, to be what we wanna be. Even if its for now, for future. Fate, is something one choose to believe or not. Sometimes somethings are what we wanted, somethings are what we hate to have it. BUt do treasure it like a bar of gold as once lost, you will not think it that way anymore.

*Colours in my life*

*Dardear is being missed by darcho every hour, every minute, every seconds*