A day without dardear??

Sigh. He worked till this morning 7am. =( My plans for today are gone. Sigh. When I am sleeping, he is working. When I am super awake, he is sleeping. Sounds totally opposite. He promised to stay over at my place ytd nite but was called back to work. Isn't it sad?

*Watever* - wonders.

Ytd was telling my darling about some stuffs that I happened to read in a book. One of it says, "believe in your own value first, last and always." It is something I am trying to learn. I am wondering if I have. More to think.

*watever*

People says I am crazy to love running.. or starts to run so much.. But to me, I felt its quite nice to run, and listening to mp3 songs during long distance run. Running makes me feel relax for the moment, to stop me from all the thoughts, the sadness or wat-so-ever tings because the main motive is to complete the run. Sometimes its really difficult to understand things, to realise things with a mindful of thoughts. Although running will not make me understand, make me realise, at least it helps to keep me awae from it before facing them again.

Thats life!